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Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
8:17 pm	What do you do... when you are given the choice to have what you always wanted or what you think you want now. And what if the latter is probably better for you than the former? But the former is a really enticing offer and you're afraid you can't say no? What then? Help? (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 25th, 2005
7:50 pm	It's been awhile. Boy oh boy have I been busy. I like a new boy. I am always liking new boys. But I REALLY like this one. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 31st, 2005
7:00 pm	School tomorrow... Summer has come to an end. September is here, as is school. (Comment on this)
Monday, August 29th, 2005
9:21 pm	Just heard the new single. I effing love it. It is... incredible. Wait until you hear it. It ... is... so... good. Enough before you refuse to ever listent to it. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005
7:24 pm	Finally! A new Goo Goo Dolls single is on its way. It's called "Better Days" and I can't wait to hear it! I'm sooo excited! Yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss! (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 21st, 2005
10:51 pm	Summer is almost over! *tear* Where did it go? Prolly to the Putney General Store. A little to Ohio. Some to Jordan. My numbah 1. Goodbye soon. Gotta get the most of the last week. Mustn't. Let. Go. Yet. (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 28th, 2005
6:42 pm	I'm in love... I have fallen in love with Bob Dylan... at age 20(ish). I love him so much, I can't even describe. Its like, Rzez-level, essefer I liked goo for like 6 months before I fell in love with Rzez. I've been Dylan crazed, in terms of music, for less than a week! I'm so in love. I like to call him Bobby. *Sigh* (Comment on this)
Monday, July 4th, 2005
4:15 pm	Ah. Growing apart from people sucks. A lot. Especially when a) you dont have enough friends to afford growing apart and b) you're not growing closer to anyone else. This, ladies and gentlemen, is the story of my life. (Comment on this)
Monday, June 27th, 2005
5:52 pm	Don't you love these things? Part Passionate Kisser For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble Part Expert Kisser You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable What Kind of Kisser Are You? (Comment on this)
12:04 pm	Hung out with my friend Emily from middle school who I haven't seen in awhile, so that was neat. We went swimming. It was a good time. Thats about it so far. Well, we went to 6 flags Thursday, and it was a lot of fun. I rode Superman. Its amazing. I love roller coasters. When I go to Ohio next month, I am going on the tallest in the country, at Cedar Point. I'm very psyched. I'm broke too. Just thought I'd put that out there. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
7:33 pm	Don't you love it when... People you make plans with make it impossible to get a hold of them and therefore ruin the plans. Sweet. (Comment on this)
Friday, June 17th, 2005
5:15 pm	Graduations Last night my brother graduated. It got a little emotional. I didn't expect to at all because well... we're not that close. But when I saw him in his cap and gown, I will admit, I teared up a bit. Well, a lot. It was cool. Tonight is the graduation at BUHS and Im pretty sure I'll cry tonight. Damn hormones. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 14th, 2005
7:25 pm	Last Day of Classes! Had a party in French, where I made a speech thing for the rest of the class, since they're ALL seniors. Was fun, got a little emotional, but... that happens. I liked EVERYONE in that class. It was amazing. Party block 4, but, not as emotional. Not close like the French class. Anyway, done with classes for the year, so WOOT! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 7th, 2005
8:25 pm	Pour tous mes filles qui parlent français... Je veux vous dire que: 1. Je pense qu'il est chouette que seulement nous pouvons lire at comprendre ce message (et les autres qui je n'ai pas écrit déja). 2. Je vous remercier pour tous ce que vous avez fait pour moi ce semestre. 3. Je sais que c'est seulement Lara et Carolyn qui lisent ce message. 4. Je vous aime. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
7:43 pm	"I've felt wierd around you as long as I've known you." Maturity. A virtue not all possess. Stupidity. A characteristic most males possess. When one lacks the former but possesses the latter, the results are often laugh-worthy. Such is my title. I say these things with not a bitter or resentful tone, but with one with an air of sarcastic humor. I have trouble understanding why knowing someone is interested in you should make the friendship awkward for more than just a single moment. I think the individual I am talking about is unaware of the concept of liking someone, yet not always having that particular goal, the one of being with them, in mind. It is in my nature, and the nature of most humans I think, to be curious about the potential of any relationship. However, that does not distract one's mind from the idea of friendship alone. And I do find it immature to feel wierd around someone simply because they have explored in their mind this potential. And if one does feel this way, it makes sense to communicate. Tell the person doing the liking that you are not interested, tell them you feel awkward about it. But certainly do not wait two months to tell the person that ever since the friendship was first established, you have felt wierd around them. That only leaves them feeling a)foolish, b)a bit angry c)confused, d)a little upset. You can not have a friendship without communication, and that principle holds true even when one friend is interested in the other. Now for my please and thanks: Please, be mature! On the other hand, Thanks for making it so easy for the interested person to no longer be interested and make you feel wierd. (This entry was not intented to be mean or sound angry. Just thought I'd write in a more formal way with some voice. And I dont mean to imply I don't want to be friends, I just found this whole wierdness amusing to some extent.) (Comment on this)
Monday, June 6th, 2005
4:34 pm	Buddhist, eh? You scored as Buddhism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Buddhism. Do more research on Buddhism and possibly consider becoming Buddhist, if you are not already. In Buddhism, there are Four Noble Truths: (1) Life is suffering. (2) All suffering is caused by ignorance of the nature of reality and the craving, attachment, and grasping that result from such ignorance. (3) Suffering can be ended by overcoming ignorance and attachment. (4) The path to the suppression of suffering is the Noble Eightfold Path, which consists of right views, right intention, right speech, right action, right livelihood, right effort, right-mindedness, and right contemplation. These eight are usually divided into three categories that base the Buddhist faith: morality, wisdom, and samadhi, or concentration. In Buddhism, there is no hierarchy, nor caste system; the Buddha taught that one's spiritual worth is not based on birth. </td> Buddhism 71% agnosticism 67% Paganism 63% Islam 58% Satanism 54% Christianity 50% Hinduism 50% Judaism 25% atheism 17% Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 4th, 2005
6:58 pm	Home I hate it. I absolutely hate being home. It is probably my least favorite thing, and I have spend this whole weekend here. I spend the time I'm not throwing a fit scheming ways to leave, none of which happen. I hate it, and every minute I spend here is miserable. At this point I'm waiting for someone to come rescue me from this hellhole. I'm just having a really hard time with everything right now and I don't even know what to do. Except issue thanks to Lara, who is the only person really helping me through this. Lara and the Goo Goo Dolls... that's all I need to get by. Funny thing, in the midst of my misery, I put in a Goo Goo Dolls CD and said to myself, "I am soo happy!" Which wasn't true at all, and I realized it, but I think its amazing that one band can affect me so much that I forget that I'm upset (and keep in mind I was VERY upset) and even emit a squeal of happiness... at least for a moment. Current Music: Goo Goo Dolls - 2 Days in February (Comment on this)
1:07 pm	Heifers Why do I have to live in a place where the most exciting thing in town is a 3 day festival dedicated to cows? I can't wait until I leave this place. But it was alright. We watched the parade, then had to leave. Which sucked because the only reason I went was to see who was there, which I barely got to do. oh well... (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
6:13 pm	its over well... time to find someone new, this is over (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 31st, 2005
9:22 pm	Well, I tried Heart over head this time ladies and gentlemen. (Comment on this)